Direction in Life

A very elusive point. Does this really exist. Make a list of your dreams on post-its and paste it on your bathroom mirror. You end up becoming dpressed day by day. How do you really discover your destiny. It's supposed to be destiny. do I waste time looking for it? Or am I the quintesscentialdestined to be but cannot? The refuser of glory. The unsung hero. The man behind the success. The shadow in the dark. Ha ha ha. The shadow in the dark nga. I hate depression. I hate this.